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On A Clear Day You Can See Forever was a 1970 film starring Barbra Streisand, Yves Montand with a phenomenal supporting cast that included Jack Nicholson, Bob Newhart and Mable Albertson. The costumes deserve a nod because the modern costumes were done by Arnold Scassi and the period costumes were done by Cecil Beaton... Before it was a movie it was a broadway musical with music by Burton Lane with book and lyrics by Alan Jay Lerner in 1966... it was based loosely on the play Berkeley Square... it's about a woman who has ESP and has been reincarnated. I'm not going to be talking much more about it... but if you have never seen it you should...or even if you have it's worth another look. The reason I'm bringing it up here is not so much that I believe in reincarnation (but I don't really judge people who do) (too much)... but that I think each and every one of us if we have lived long enough then we have lived different lives through the years as we evolve and grow. Anais Nin said "Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage" I've lived by these words...truth be told I still do... but a new ingredient got added to the recipe when I read Cormac McCarthy's book No Country For Old Men in 2005 "You never know what worse luck your bad luck has saved you from".... Something I finally figured out about art (I spent a better part of my youth trying to figure out) is that art is seeing or finding yourself or a window to someplace else that is not you and you have not previously experienced it... it's a lot like love and friendship. I've travelled down many roads and learned a thing or two along the way... oddly I did not always learn it when I should have... for example I just figured something out a few days ago from a situation about... well a long time ago... I sort of scolded myself for not seeing the the truth to the situation and the people involved when the events were unfolding... but with some thought and reflection... I don't think I was ready to face the truth about the people involved until I put all the pieces together a few days ago... but what I did learn at the time (OK, OK it was 1976) is that everything in life can either be art or rubbish... from the way you dress, to the way you keep your house and the manner in which you speak right down to the way you write and sign your name... Someone involved in the aftermath and helped me pick up the pieces and move on said something I still think about every day..."If you want to know what your future looks like then pay attention to the choices you are making today and where you want them to take you tomorrow." All of this boils down to what you believe in and what you dream about will all be reflected in how you feel and how you live life. I'm a big believer in dreams from the ones we manifest from our conscious thoughts and desires to the unconscious ones while we sleep... I think all dreams need attention; some people just write them off... but when you really think about it... while we sleep we go into a lucid coma and can slip through the veil of reality into a place of very complex experiences from our inner thoughts... I've often thought we forget or remember them for very important reasons and it's important to take the time to give some thought and reverence to the ones we remember... the others well... they are lost to time like tears in a rain storm until they come back when it's important that we face or understand what they represent... Sometimes with our life like some of our forgotten dreams or the ones we can't really make sense of initially...we loose our place or direction in the plot of our own story (sometimes for years) because we are not sure who we are or where we are going or what the point is... but then we find someone or something that helps us pick up the thread of the narrative of the story... patience is important sometimes to for the story to make sense again... So here we are and hopefully we have had the courage to step outside of ourselves and our safety zone and live the many lives and meet the various characters in the story and are different people because of the journey...If you remember I once wrote here we can't judge someones entire story by the page we landed on...we have to take the time to learn the previous chapters before we can help write a new chapter. Some people become not so nice different people and all of this goes back to the choices we make today to where we want to be tomorrow... the same holds true for who or what we want to be tomorrow... but we have to start today and sometimes be very disciplined with ourselves not to let people or the events turn good to bad... I've written before and it's been said a million times by other people "Beauty is as beauty does." but you have to really understand that most of real beauty is the way you think... and the sparkle in your eyes and the way you smile... and your ability to make others smile... you have to have inner beauty deep down to your soul... because the way you look is going to fade... but what is deep down is there forever unless you throw it away because you no longer care about it. That being said in the journey so many things have happened that I have not so much forgotten about (because I don't think anything should be completely forgotten ) but put in a box and wrapped in bundles with ribbons and put high on a shelf and not dwelling on the people or the situations involved and moving on... you sometimes need to take them out and reexamine people and things for what they are and painfully what we wanted them to be... probably one of the most important lessons... you can't make people be what you think they can be... they show you very clearly what they choose to be... and ignore that at your own peril...going back to 1976 and what is left from all of it is that sometimes there are really shitty fucked up people and don't try to see a good that is not there. So besides travel and books ... music has probably been one of the most influential factors in my life... and I am grateful that I have been able to make a life and a living from it as a result...in the not so distant future I'm going to write another segment about music... but for now...think about this... music is essentially any note between twelve octaves...12 notes and the octave repeats... music is the same story told over and over in different ways... and how we interpret and hear those notes is what makes it beautiful or discordant...with music you can either forget everything and clear your mind... or remember everything or find something new and fill your mind. I know I wrote this before a few years ago but it bears repeating... certain music or songs will always take me back to certain people and situations or take me someplace I've never been before. But back to the movie... I don't really think that anything happens by coincidence... there is a message from everything and everyone who crosses our path... otherwise they would have taken a different way... or left the story earlier or later... the fact that they are here in our story is that they are here for a reason... with that.. if you knew how difficult it was and what I've had to do to build and rebuild my life ( a couple of times) and put it back together on a foundation of peace and happiness you will understand why I'm very particular at this stage of the story of who I allow to be a part of it. I've talked to a lot of people in the last couple years either on line, or by telephone, text or my favorite (scented letters delivered by the postman) the common theme for most is loneliness...I'm very lucky because I've rarely felt lonely except when I was living and working in the wrong place surrounded by the wrong people... that in my opinion is the worst loneliness next to the people who have outlived everyone who don't feel any sense of connection or belonging the ones who are left... and unfortunately many people decorate the absences and voids with all the things except what is missing... and usually it's as simple as sharing anything that matters with someone else. I had really something else entirely in mind for this segment but as I was finishing my last installment I leaned the news that my closest and best friend (since 1965) had died... and I've had some very difficult days and nights since... in the middle of one of those nights I thought about something Isabel Allende wrote (I'm paraphrasing but) "People only die when we forget them...if you can remember them they will always be with you."... it's one of the most difficult things but we have to not so much learn to live without someone but look for the love and life they left behind inside us. So I woke up recently on a clear day... and I felt I could see forever because a new chapter was starting with a new me... I'm not entirely sure where it's going yet but the beginning of the next chapter is about keeping my worldview flexible so that I'm not suck with the guidebook that worked previously and worrying whether those rules still apply... Thank you for your patience... and for sharing the journey... Well it's summertime again... and I'll be taking my usual break (to hopefully get the things finished from last summer) Whatever you do have fun... be safe... see you in September!

So I am going to FINALLY end this blog post of my birthday trip to Desire Resort Riviera Maya in Cancun. Oh I know it's taken me longer than needed to compose this blog about it, especially after its been a good month & then some after it! 🤭 To continue with where I left off in the previous blog, my man & I had invited Jill & James for a night cap. Both accepted our invite as we welcomed into our suite. Jill & I made our way upstairs & left the men to themselves to get comfortable with drinks & such. I yell down to my man that we would meet them out by the hot tub. Jill & I then proceeded to "help" each other strip out of our club dresses with some typical girl talk. We then looked at each other surveying each other nakedness as we drew closer to each other. Just as we are about to kiss each other, Jill whispers to me that ever since she notice me on the nude beach that she has fantasized about this moment with me. I whisper back to her just as we kiss that I had some fondness for her & that it's just getting started. 😉 Jill & I then play around for bit teasing each other, kissing & groping & then put on bath robes & make our way downstairs to the men waiting for us out by the hot tub. The men greet us with glasses of wine as her & I sit down as all of us begin to converse. After a couple more glasses of wine, both Jill & I begin to get frisky between us & tell them we're going into the hot tub. This is when the men begin to enjoyed what was about to proceed. Jill & I get up taking each other's hand as we made our way to the edge of the hot tub. With one final sip of wine, we untie our robes letting them drop leaving both of us naked in from of them. Slowly make our way into the hot tub & begin to caress, kiss, & grope each other. My gawd I was lost in lust as Jill began to caress & feel me all over my tanned naked body. I could feel Jill reach down with her hand & begin to survey my bare pussy teasingly probing it. I return the favor as we teasing made out giving the guys a show. After a bit this became too much for James as he began to take his clothes off as my man followed. They joined Jill & I in the hot tub as all of us began to make out. After quite a few minutes go by, while my man has me bent over the edge of the tub mounting & fucking me, I look back at him & give him a wink indicating that I want to change it up. He then tells James that it's his turn to have his way with me as my man makes his way over to Jill. I reach down & grab James' fully erect penis as he just had planted Jill & guide him over to me. James & I made our way outside of the hot tub just as I see my man getting ready to fuck Jill in the hot tub. I layed down on one of the loungers & spread my legs in anticipation of James' hard penis! Just before James mounts me he teases my pussy by gently rubbing the tip of it against it. My gawd I was so fuckin horny wanting to feel him inside me. After I sighed a little, James then penetrated me with that gorgeous penis! He felt so fuckin good inside me as he began to ram me with harder & harder. As James is fuckin the hell outta me, I glance over to see my man going to town on Jill as I see him too enjoying the moment. James slows down & pulls outta me only to shoved his penis right into my face. With that I take him into my mouth & begin to suck him. I could feel James place his hand behind my head as he begins to face fuck me! ☺️ My gawd I enjoyed suckin James' dick as he tried to shoved down my throat each time he thrusted. I gagged a couple times trying to take most of his dick in my mouth. He pulls it out of my mouth & tells me he didn't want to yet & was about to cum yet though I could taste a lil of it. 🤤 All 4 of us made our way inside the suite to continue. As we did the guys tell us they want to watch Jill & I fuck each other! 😉🙂 That's all I needed as I grabbed Jill hand & made our way to the couch. Jill & I 69'd as we enjoyed tasting each others pussy which lead to us scissoring (example below)! It's felt so good as Jill & I scissored & exchanged pussy juices. Both of us glanced over to the guys only to see watching us, each of them jerking off! My gawd it had been a while since I've had sex with another woman but Jill is def one that I could see myself fucking again. ☺️ K2ODylV4m-X0inqB.mp4 James & my man joined Jill & I after a bit as it now became anything goes orgy. At one time while on floor while enjoying Jill's pussy, I could feel my man pounding the fuck outta me as Jill had James in her mouth sucking away. Then someone decided it was time that I got what they said I deserved. It seems as though my man decided that it would be a good idea that I get fucked by him & James at the same time. For the record, I have never, never thought of getting or have gotten double penetrated. With my man's penis inside my pussy, I took James' penis up my ass! 😮🤭 OMFG! This was something I could never imagine would ever happen! Both began to ram their penises harder & harder into me! My gawd it felt so fuckin good to feel 2 fully erect penises inside me! I even let out a few pleasure moans of approval as both of them continued to fuck me! Jill kept feeding me her pussy as they fucked me. At one point I was so lost in lust that Jill was holding me down, so much that I had multiple orgasms & cummed. That didn't seem to phase my man or James as they continued their sexual onslaught of my pussy & ass! It got to a point to where I lost it so much that I told my man to pull his dick outta me as I ended up squirting all over! 💦Jill, James, & my man thought it was awesome to see me lose it like that! After collecting myself, both of them resumed fucking me in my pussy & ass. This went on for a few more minutes then suddenly James tensed up & unloaded his semen deep inside my asshole. I could feel his semen inside my ass as he did. I then told my man that James had just cummed inside me which was responded with a smile. After James pulled his penis outta my ass, I could feel some of his semen ooze out of my now well fucked asshole. Then it was my man's turn as no soon as James withdrew his penis, my man filled my bare pussy with his semen as I could feel it enter in me. I let out a pleasure moan as he did. ☺️ After we all collected ourselves, my man & I went upstairs to clean up as Jill & James did the same. While in the shower with my man, I sucked him to get anything left of his cum. We let Jill & James stay the rest of the night as they passed out downstairs. A couple days later I met up with Trent & enjoyed getting fucked really good by his beautiful black penis! 😍🤤 Before & after Trent ramming me with his huge black dick! 😉😍💦