Most other boys had girlfriends so I went through a few too but I always got dumped. I was just too interested in sex, even though my real interest was sex with men. I don't remember my times with women very happily. Only one realised how much loving I needed (I'm greedy) and my chief other interests were food/drink and...in a university environment... mocking pious people and do-gooders. Women don't sit easily with that, and not a lot of them are interested in big eating and drinking either. I also like loud women... most UK girls are shrinking violets and they like things like manners and patience. I haven't got either. I think that the thing that comes out of my straight years the most is that I felt cheated, in an "is this all there is?" sense. Fortunately my first boyfriend, his deeply sensual loving and his amazing cock made up for that.